I’m just sitting in from of my computer, no projects due, thinking. I don’t know where this will even go, but I want to just write for a bit. I’m not going to rant about how much I really don’t like how commercialized Easter is. When I have kids they will know that there is no Easter bunny. They will know that the sacrifice that Christ made and how he rose again. The world looks so forward to these breaks from the norm, stress, and monotony of their lives they have created by striving for the “American Dream, ” that they embrace anything that gives them a release. I’m not just picking on Easter. I feel the same way regarding Thanksgiving and Christmas too. But, like I said, I’m not going to rant about that…
I hate these feelings that just come out of the blue. The kinds where I don’t want to do anything, but at the same time I feel antsy. I’ve got plenty I could do, but nothing seems appealing…not even music. Even my favorite songs become filler music that helps pass the time.
I do thank God, though. I know that in the emptiness, He is still there. I pray that I, as well as those who have the same random feelings, have the strength to endure. This is good time for reflection. This is a good time to actually distance yourself and have a conversation with God. Maybe that is the reason things seem overly unappealing at times? Maybe my should knows I’m too distracted and that I need to have my Father talk, comfort, guide, and love me.
Goodnight.
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